Back to being mad
Fuck you man. I hope you have a fucking stroke from your high blood pressure. You just have to be the alpha male dont you? You are always the one who tells me to express myself. let you know how im feeling. well you know what? FUCK YOU.
Even if i tell you, apparantly now we’re comparing cocks huh? im disrepecting you and i have no right to tell you how i feel? sorry, i wasnt being perfect like you wanted me to be. why do you think i never say anything? why do you think i never express any emotion? its not fucking right is it? sorry dad but i think you need to step the fuck back and realize what you’re saying. maybe there’s a reason you’ve had two divorces. not in love anymore? my ass. they just cant fucking stand your bipolar fucking moods. and how dare you push me. i swear to god you fat piece of shit, you probably would beat my ass, but i guarantee id get fucking something in. you know what today was? me showing the most of myself that i’ve ever shown you. you know what happened? i got kicked out. cool bro, you’re a fucking great dad. fuck you man. fuck you.
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Of course….
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LOOOOOOOOOOL
SO AWK. LOOK AT THOSE POSTS BRO. They are in order from most recent to the oldest. 0_0
k bye now
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The truth hurts? Nah, lies kill.
To think I trusted you.
You lied to me soanytimes it’s not even funny l. You kept telling me you loved me. The day after even. We joked about vaginas. You mentioned having sex with only one guy. You lied to me when I asked you what you did with him. We talked about marrige the day after. You sounded so happy…
I hate you. Right now, with a passion, so fierce, so consuming, it almost intolerable. You have no trust. Whatsoever. Even IF I choose t be friends, which is very doubtful, you would have such little trust you would think you had none. You betrayed me. I’m not being Over dramatic. Now let’s get to the part of the actual deed. You had sex. With Jean. That night you guys all got drunk and Charise said she got rid of Jean before anything happened. Why? You had told me so many times you Loved me. Did you lie? Obviously huh? You cannot in your right mind say you meant it when you had SEX the night after. You might say you did t because you were angry? Who dies that kind of thng when they are fucking ANGRY???
If that’s the kind of person you are then I want nothing to do with you. Your such a two faced liar. Even to those you “love”.
No amount of childhood abuse causes that. That’s straight to your character. I’m sorry, I got of topic. Why did you do it? Was I not good enough? Phisically perhaps? Maybe he’s just extremely attractive. Maybe you were super horny. Maybe it was the alchohol. Maybe it’s not a big deal to you. Maybe you were pressured. Maybe you didn’t Really love me. You probably dont now.
Do you know how I’m feeling? What if I told you I had sex with another girl right After our conversations? Would you hate me? Would you stop talking to me? God, I can’t express
to you how much I hate you. Sex was the one thing I couldn’t handle. You were stupid. I hope you know that. You want me back? You mean it when you say you love me? Work for it bitch. Work for my trust back. Work for my LOVE back.
You disgust me. More than Charise. I have never been so angry. I hope it was good. I hope you took his virginity. Because you sure won’t have mine. You won’t have anything FIRST of mine anymore. I don’t want to stop writing. Because then the a get and pain comes back. Will I ever let you read this? Probably. If not tomorrow even. You know what? I would be surprised if you actually worked for me. I never seem to be too high on your mind huh? Or was it after you got what you wanted from him that you move on to me? Whatever. You are despicable right now.
He will suffer. He will die.
Good riddance.
No one likes him anyway.
Ha well so I thought. Up until yesterday at least.
I will take just to claim. Then show you my pain.
Two biggest things
One: you lied. So many fucking times. Regardless if it’s the same thing or not. It’s almost worse.
Consequence: no trust
two: how do you tell someone you love them and go and have sex after? What can you possibly say tha will prove to me you meant it?
Consequence: you will not be my first ANYTHING. and my love is extremely limited. Ughk still there though. Fucking can’t get rid that shit.
If your reading this.
You lied to me again.
Just saying.
But I expected you to obviously.
So have fun. It’s only a couple posts.
Caught red handed
Truth is a funny thing huh?
It seems to come and go as one pleases and leaves a trail of hurt in it’s wake. But lies don’t do that. They keep you safe and secure. A blanket or a wall to hide behind. They give you security of doing whatever you wish whenever you wish it. They allow fr more freedom and require inky a word and someone stupid enough to believe you.
I wonder who will stay. Probably not either. And at this point your right. I don’t care whether you work for it or not anymore.
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