FUCKING SHIT DUDE. YOU FUCKING PISS ME OFF!!!!!
ughk. With Nic, its always him first it seems. At least thats the way it appears in school. If im gonna suck it up im gonna vent it here first. NOW, i know you don’t go around telling him you love him,(i think) but when we are at school, you let me do NOTHING. I fully understand you let him do minimal things but your temper is alot less when it comes to him. you seem to be understanding towards his advances whereas you just jump straight to anger with me. You favor him in school. When he gets “butthurt”, you get all sappy and shit and ask him what’s wrong and tell him you guys can talk later. when i do it, im just being over dramatic and a little pussy bitch. Really? is that kinda fair? am i blowing things out of proportion? if you think i am then fuck off. im venting. You choose Naruto over talking with me but not with talking with him? whatever happend to getting off the phone with him or stopping whatever you were doing so you could talk to me? whatever happend to that COMING OUT OF YOU! why do i have to ask now? WHY WHY WHY? i would like to think you didn’t lie to me when you said your bubble had not changed. and i do. i do believe you. but fuck dude. throw me a bone.
