One: you lied. So many fucking times. Regardless if it’s the same thing or not. It’s almost worse.
Consequence: no trust
two: how do you tell someone you love them and go and have sex after? What can you possibly say tha will prove to me you meant it?
Consequence: you will not be my first ANYTHING. and my love is extremely limited. Ughk still there though. Fucking can’t get rid that shit.