"Something insightful and dramatic"

17th February 2012

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The truth hurts? Nah, lies kill.

To think I trusted you.
You lied to me soanytimes it’s not even funny l. You kept telling me you loved me. The day after even. We joked about vaginas. You mentioned having sex with only one guy. You lied to me when I asked you what you did with him. We talked about marrige the day after. You sounded so happy…
I hate you. Right now, with a passion, so fierce, so consuming, it almost intolerable. You have no trust. Whatsoever. Even IF I choose t be friends, which is very doubtful, you would have such little trust you would think you had none. You betrayed me. I’m not being Over dramatic. Now let’s get to the part of the actual deed. You had sex. With Jean. That night you guys all got drunk and Charise said she got rid of Jean before anything happened. Why? You had told me so many times you Loved me. Did you lie? Obviously huh? You cannot in your right mind say you meant it when you had SEX the night after. You might say you did t because you were angry? Who dies that kind of thng when they are fucking ANGRY???
If that’s the kind of person you are then I want nothing to do with you. Your such a two faced liar. Even to those you “love”.
No amount of childhood abuse causes that. That’s straight to your character. I’m sorry, I got of topic. Why did you do it? Was I not good enough? Phisically perhaps? Maybe he’s just extremely attractive. Maybe you were super horny. Maybe it was the alchohol. Maybe it’s not a big deal to you. Maybe you were pressured. Maybe you didn’t Really love me. You probably dont now.
Do you know how I’m feeling? What if I told you I had sex with another girl right After our conversations? Would you hate me? Would you stop talking to me? God, I can’t express
to you how much I hate you. Sex was the one thing I couldn’t handle. You were stupid. I hope you know that. You want me back? You mean it when you say you love me? Work for it bitch. Work for my trust back. Work for my LOVE back.
You disgust me. More than Charise. I have never been so angry. I hope it was good. I hope you took his virginity. Because you sure won’t have mine. You won’t have anything FIRST of mine anymore. I don’t want to stop writing. Because then the a get and pain comes back. Will I ever let you read this? Probably. If not tomorrow even. You know what? I would be surprised if you actually worked for me. I never seem to be too high on your mind huh? Or was it after you got what you wanted from him that you move on to me? Whatever. You are despicable right now.